Consuming Fire

Let it flow. Let it burn. Fire needs to consume your life, needs to overtake you. A hunger is released in you and the youth around you. Fear not rejection, for the only rejection that could matter, won't happen. We live in a world that needs the consumption that is coming but it needs to be led by the young people. They will do things never seen before by this or any living generation. Word of their faith travels far and wide. Continue to learn, but know where priority lies. Understand the opportunities open to you and seize them! Don't waste away. Death brings life, and that life will be all the better when you give in and take charge. I will open any door you knock upon. Every opportunity you see or create will be granted to the seeker. A generation is rising that will lead every other generation, that will know a burning hunger and a consuming fire never known before. Annointings run deep and it will be made clear who the annointed are. The nations will be on their knees, and though there will be wards of blood and violence, the world will bring them to light, the youth will have an obvious hand in it all. We are a chosen generation. The youth are the light.

Coming Back

No matter how far you falter from the path, just look up and look around. There is always someone around who is going to pull you back to light. The mistakes you make are going to be forgiven, for God's mercy is just a prayer away. There is no greater feeling than knowing that, even as a sinner, you are loved by God. He loves you and forgives you. It is a lesson that, when learned it is something that will draw you very near to God. That is what we should all strive for. Closeness and intimacy with God.

Painful Awakening

Some pain is harder to deal with than others. Sometimes all you can do, is let it run its course, sometimes take a little control, and eventually either take over, or die off slowly. Being awakened to this pain is so consuming, it controls thoughts, actions, emotions; your very being. To fight it seems to be in vain. Let moments pass and it shall fade, shall dim to the background. Don't let it take over, fight as you can, and don't give in too easily.

Thunder and Lightning

Thunder rolls like massive waves beating upon the cliffs that hang out to shore. I can feel the thunder crash like waves upon my feet. Let's all go swimming in the living waters. Let's clean ourselves from it all and finally feel the blissful promise of intimacy.


The storm will weather on, with all the power you can imagine. Immerse yourself in the power feel it wash over you. Indulge in it and do not fear it. The storm will always come to pass. Rain will cleanse the earth, thunder will shake the heavens, and lightning will pierce the darkness.

Learn

The water will take over, and don't be afraid. Learning to see is only part of the walk. Learn to swim and dive. Learn to be one with it all.

Last

Last to come to light does not always mean you are the person in the wrong. There are those who simply take longer to see the way and to chose the right path. Do not let this interfere with all of who you are. There is still a light, and there will always be darkness, but with the help of others, the light can prevail. Do not see this as an obstacle, but as a challenge to overcome. A chance to build strength.

Strength

You have great strength. The strength comes from where you keep that pain. Not where you keep the pain, but more of where that pain comes from. Strength is but the result. An ends to the means. Understanding how to use this strength and when is yours to figure out. No one can teach it, but you must learn it, and use it to show others the way. The way to handle this. No one can understand what you see and feel and hear and know, for they are not of you or been through what you have. Being able to relate is what could be called a burden. Understand that though it is a burden to you, others can gain strength from your story. Do not lock yourself away from the world, but give them the view that each can handle. Heed to the whispers that come to you through my lips. They will help you in times of need.

Listen

Darkness comes to choke you out and to hold you down. Fight the dark, argue with how things are done that don't seem right. You will hear me. Your voice will be heard, and it will be recognized. Keep this in mind as you go through time. Simply lay in wait for the whispers of my voice in your mind to tell you how to approach it. Patience my child. As things are not always as they seem.

Survival

Lose the pain, give it away. There is so much out there waiting for you. There is not a reason for you to keep the pain going inside of you, eating away at who you are. And in yourself, this is not helping you, but hindering your very ability to survive. Keep going as you are and you will be bringing the end of all that you know. Not to bring you downto the level of all that is sorrowful and grey.

Alive

Driving myself away from the light is not the way to be going. Feeling myself being sucked back into the pain, into the tormenting feelings that torture me in my waking moments and in my dreams keeps me fighting for the glorious sunlihgt of painlessness. Being numb to every feeling out there? To be numb to the pain, does that mean that I will be numb to the passion and feelings of everyday? Anger, passion, joy, everything! To feel despair and pain shows that I am still here, still alive. To lose that feeling would be to lose what I know.

Weathering Storms

Wonderful things happen sometimes. There can be days that are simply bad and don't go right, but those wonderful things that hppane, or those wonderful days between, make them all worth it. Knowing that there is a light at the end of that tunnel is like a beautiful sunrise after the longest storm. If we can weather the largest storms, we can reap the greatest joys. Don't fret the small things, for they will only bring you great sorrow. There is peace to be found in the moments where things finally go right, if even they happen for a moment.

Golden

oh let me see where this is going. how will i ever know if there is not guidance. if there isn't wisdom from those around me. what will happen to the time i spend amongst you? i need a path to place my feet upon. i need to understand where it comes from. the days when i don't have direction wear on in front of me. lay behind me in stretches unmeasurable. keep it going as i am and there will be no peace. no point of extreme bliss. that happiness is what i strive for. where i point my direction is in the way of peace and joy. the despair is consuming but i will not be pulled down. fighting the current is as rewarding. months, weeks, years spent lost and dark, now come to light and there is nothing letting me feel this way. feel the love? feel it radiate from the heart. feel it radiate from my heart and the heart in you. bring me someone who doesn't know of what i speak and i will share it with them, the feeling of warmth that comes from love. that comes from knowing that there are those out there who are holding you above the surface of the drowning pool. waiting to let the river of love take over, where you can swim and dive without a worry.