Survival

Lose the pain, give it away. There is so much out there waiting for you. There is not a reason for you to keep the pain going inside of you, eating away at who you are. And in yourself, this is not helping you, but hindering your very ability to survive. Keep going as you are and you will be bringing the end of all that you know. Not to bring you downto the level of all that is sorrowful and grey.

Alive

Driving myself away from the light is not the way to be going. Feeling myself being sucked back into the pain, into the tormenting feelings that torture me in my waking moments and in my dreams keeps me fighting for the glorious sunlihgt of painlessness. Being numb to every feeling out there? To be numb to the pain, does that mean that I will be numb to the passion and feelings of everyday? Anger, passion, joy, everything! To feel despair and pain shows that I am still here, still alive. To lose that feeling would be to lose what I know.

Weathering Storms

Wonderful things happen sometimes. There can be days that are simply bad and don't go right, but those wonderful things that hppane, or those wonderful days between, make them all worth it. Knowing that there is a light at the end of that tunnel is like a beautiful sunrise after the longest storm. If we can weather the largest storms, we can reap the greatest joys. Don't fret the small things, for they will only bring you great sorrow. There is peace to be found in the moments where things finally go right, if even they happen for a moment.

Golden

oh let me see where this is going. how will i ever know if there is not guidance. if there isn't wisdom from those around me. what will happen to the time i spend amongst you? i need a path to place my feet upon. i need to understand where it comes from. the days when i don't have direction wear on in front of me. lay behind me in stretches unmeasurable. keep it going as i am and there will be no peace. no point of extreme bliss. that happiness is what i strive for. where i point my direction is in the way of peace and joy. the despair is consuming but i will not be pulled down. fighting the current is as rewarding. months, weeks, years spent lost and dark, now come to light and there is nothing letting me feel this way. feel the love? feel it radiate from the heart. feel it radiate from my heart and the heart in you. bring me someone who doesn't know of what i speak and i will share it with them, the feeling of warmth that comes from love. that comes from knowing that there are those out there who are holding you above the surface of the drowning pool. waiting to let the river of love take over, where you can swim and dive without a worry.